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Assalammualaikum and Peace be upon to you (:

It has been so long I didn't update anything on this blog. Well, I need to be inspired first (;

so hahaha tbh, I love to share my kinda-secret and not-so-sad story at this blog cause I think it kinda-private since my friends do not know about me having a blog hahaha so yeah. 

People said " not all your secret need to be share at your bestfriends " . I agreed and here I start.

But actually, all my posts are not that secret but it was about my feelings to people/situation that I've been through.

I'm going to share and hope this stupid feeling to get out from myself.

'Do you have a friend/bestfriend?' 'Million for sure,right?' 

but have you ever hate your own best friend?

Yes, this kind of feeling I felt right now.

It was good yeah the first time I know her, I kinda like her.

but I heard many bad rumours about her, day by day.

and guess what that 'bad rumours (about her)' I heard was true - cause it happened in front of my eyes.

that 'bad rumours' were not that bad actually, it just something you don't like when your bestfriend (the one you tell her about your crush) seems to closely with your crush while you don't take any action to closely with your crush. zhit, no one will understand me yeah with this kind of broken language ahhhhhh

I really used to this.

Good Bye